gengki the newbie

in the virgin forest i enter. gengki spanks and smites. love is all you need but then again i need chocolate too.

 

ANG IMPORTANSYA NG MALAMIG NA TUBIG

Yahoo!

Sa wakas nagkaroon na rin ako ng ref dito sa aking mumunting blue room. Na excite ako masyado sa idea na may maiinom na rin akong malamig na tubig araw araw. Kakahiya kasi kila omar. Nangangapitbahay pa ako para uminom ng tubig na malamig. Baka nakaka disturb na ako sa mga intimate moments nila bakla.

Siyempre mega groceria kami ni R dito sa may Shopwise sa Cubao. In fairness sa Shopwise, like ko na siya. Malaki ang parking space at libre pa kung bibili ka sa loob. Nagiging kapitbahay na namin ang Cubao--- Oh Cubao! Home of the Fiesta Carnival, COD Moving Magi, Bang Bang Ali, frequent call boys and holduppers. Naisama na rin ang Shopwise sa listahan at ang never ending Christmas Lights in summer. Makulay talaga ang Cubao and i so love it for its imperfection. Recently, sa Cubao ko na discover ang isa sa mga gay watering holes in QC.

Medyo madami ang aming nabili na mostly ay pagkain. Siyempre ako pa. May Koko Crunch at Cowhead na tandem. Bumili rin ako ng yogurt and pineapple juice for health and fitness purposes. Si R parang gusto ata magcarbo loading--- tinapay, San Miguel Strong Ice (wapak!), cheez wiz at Sky flakes. Bumili rin ako ng Spanish Sardines dahil di ko malimutan ang pinakain sa akin ni Juday last taping. Spanish Sardines on wheat bun with Cream Cheese. Medyo malabo ang kombinasyon pero swak pa rin sa kalamnan.

At ang pinakamasarap ay ang malamig na tubig galing sa aking purple na tumbler. Yes! Yes! Yes! I also bought an old candy favorite: Werthers Butter Caramel Candies!

Medyo lumalaki ako ngayon at lumilipas na ang aking payat stage. Ngayon lang ako nagkalaman kaya siguro ang tingin ng ibang tao ay mataba na daw ako. Though ako din hindi sanay sa extra deposits sa katawan but then ika ng ni Tyra Banks--- So what?

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CHISMACKS

I just got from work today and it was stagnant. As usual i had brought my reading materials, mahirap na magkaroon ng Alzheimer's disease kaya lahat ng pwedeng basahin from To Kill A Mockingbird ni Harper Lee to Inquirer to Newsweek to TikTik and Bosero. Binasa ko lahat yan.

Speaking of Alzheimer's disease, i found out from a co worker that she knew who was the choo-choo among the group. The one who made a something out of a statement i whispered to my head. I don't know how he/she read my mind but then people just can't get over it up to now. Hanggang saan ka ba magpapa-apekto sa mga bagay bagay sa paligid mo? Hanggang saan ba ang unconscious memory ng tao para makalimot sa mga bagay that doesn't involve them? This is where the speaking of Alzheimer's disease comes in.

I am so calm amidst storm. Natutunan ko na yan from years of being with people who cook up storm every single day of their lives. Sabi ng co-worker ko, she doesn't want to divulge though she knows na already. Bakit? Kasi mahu-hurt daw ako. Close ba kami? Kakilala ko daw. Ako, hindi naman ako nagagalit sa tao ng basta basta unless na lang kung pinatay mo buong pamilya ko at ni-rape ang mga pinsan ko debah? If you have spread rumors about me, i'll just lose interest in your being. Yes we'll work together and treat you just as nicely but i don't know if i have enough space of respect for you.  Revenge is so unglamorous sometimes. I'll probably talk it over with him/her nicely or pwedeng hindi na rin dahil sayang ang energy for that. The world has ways that will release vengeance from its unglamorous side. And i thank you world.

But i want to know WHODUNIT. Just for my peace of mind. Just so i can observe him/her and how he/she goes about his/her ways with me.  Just for myself.

Tapos pag nalaman ko na kung sino siya... ilalabas ko na ang itim na kandila. Bwahahaha...

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want

PHOTOALBUM

This is me when i am happy.

 

This is me when i'm angry.

 

This is me when i'm happy and angry and having a bad headache.

 

 

 

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HAPPY HAPPY

Lei and i had some drinks and movie thing going on yesterday. Its good to know that eventhough we irritate each other in small ways we just end up being together most of the time. She hates it when i tell her that i'm going to be late and i don't exert any effort to hurry things up. I really tell her no--- I am writing something and you can't ask my brain to hurry up. She waits for me and drops me a line to say that i starved her. Well, it's your decision to starve anyway. Then we choose a movie, Fantastic 4; she buys food downstairs while i queue up for the tickets. And then we comment how nicely shaped Jessica Alba's ass is.

We had few beers in Eastwood just to get away from Morato and talked until 5am. Most topics ranged on her daughter and how she was taught the use of in,on and at from a kindergarten, my aloof brother, drugs we abused, how she met a carnapper, womens' clothes that doesn't fit our liking and even brainstormed on her stories for my rival channel. We get along well for friends that diss each other. That is friendship.

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I got to finish a treatment for a story and i am so relieved that there are hardly revisions.Usually, i crack up on revisions because it does need a lot of shifting when my boss revises it. Thank God, I'm learning the ways of his liking.

I need to get away from here just to soak up new stuff for me to get recharged. I haven't watched any plays from the Virgin Labfest and if i haven't found anybody to come with me, then i'm going alone.

 

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HAIRLALOO

I do not like my hair right now. I don't even know what color it is. I don't like the cut of my hair. I hate my face when i look in the mirror and i see my hair in hues people invent to make hair coloring appealing to people. I hate the fact of knowing that the color will come off naturally when the hair grows. But i do not hate my hair, i just don't like it right now. When i wake up each morning, I am used to having my crowning glory very glorious. That's how beautiful my hair is. Straight. Black. Sleek. Snob.

Now, when i wake up each morning, I look like Tina Turner in MadMax riding a monster tank. It looks like i'm growing split ends too. My parents haven't seen me yet and i think they have a lot to say. When i had bangs, my brother laughed at me while Moodrahbel asked if i was going for the Cleopatra look. But you see, I still have the bangs and the color and the cut. Parang gusto kong kumanta ng " I wanna dance with Somebody".

And did you know that my hair makeover costs 5,200 pesos? I could have had a low cost living room showcase with that money. Of course, not one single peso came from my pocket. Thank you Mother Lily. From behind i also look like Juday. I met her some weeks ago and i am ashamed to note that her waistline is trimmer than mine. Oh gosh.

R said that i should also change my usual fair of Pantene haircare. I have been using the green Pantene shampoo and conditioner  ever since i had my period and i feel a bit shaken to change shampoos just to benefit my colored hair. I remember one incident when an ex bought the purple Pantene shampoo instead of the green one while i was confined in the hospital. My BP shot up due to that detail as i got so irritated when i saw a purple Pantene and not the green one which i particularly asked to buy. Since when did purple become green?! I was such a sick bitch that day. No wonder we broke up after i got out of the hospital.

So in a few months and weeks i have to sport this hairdo. Its my first time anyway. Its also my first time to look like a mestiza. What the heck.

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