While eating Tuna and Drinking Chocolate...

Its 4am. And i just ate tuna sandwhich and drank chocolate swiss miss. Ito na naman ang mga alone moments ni kukay. things are starting to reel it in. I haven't really thought about serious stuff in life. I just hate fussing. There is a lot to fuss about myself but at least they are built in kumbaga my whole personality has batteries in it. I just like fussing over the small stuff. Like how my pores can really make its presence felt, like how to get the softest skin without using too much lotion. I am a semi-narcissist.

And then i thought, everything is all about me. I don't know what's next and I do not want to know what's next. I don't even claim it as a bahala na attitude, i feel i have more control from whatever situation that sticks in.

I have been in absentia for almost all my life.

Ewan.