NIGHT DETERIORATION

2 lights and 1 horse and then i'm in comatose stage. i cannot move you can almost rape me. wow. it had occured to me that i have been living a bit of gretchen barretto's regimen by not smoking, drinking and going to bed really early and waking up early. that's just 1/4 of greta's phase beacuse i don't have bling blings to parade myself with.

Frenchy being  frenchman in Manila is lured by lights, and smoke and the topsy turvy nightlife of Manila. I think i have devirginized malate last year when i had non-stop partying with a dear party friend Leila. Leila up to now still devirginizes the city and some men... hahaha! 

Then i became a Lola when i wanted to go home early and just sleep and eat. I don't even read and watch TV. I don't exercise but i think my metabolism has something to do with my history. Kitsi, before, had to ring my phone to watch the Irene's gig at Xaymaca wedenesdays. i told her i'll just rest for 2 hours and then i'll follow only to wake up at 9am with 3 missed calls. Frenchy leaves me sometimes alone sleeping because i'd rather sleep than go and smell ashtray.

 So last night, i was prodded to wake up and go out, i told him i'm so tired and i want to sleep but he had blackmailed me already so up i hopped. I went to that sanctuary and i felt like a newborn child with old people seeing me raise from the grave with less porma and flair. O siya, sige na penge na lang ng beer na parang makikipag-inuman sa kanto.

And then i saw Jericho rosales, that movie star, and my muscles had a reflex to get my phone and text my friend zara to tell her that her man is just a spit away from where i'm standing. I felt that he looked so cute because i seem possessed by Zara.