new envelopes and  new discoveries

its put into productive use-- my day i'm speaking of. something is happening and i so so love it. there is drama, trauma, walking in the rain and birthdays and moving fences. I stress moving fences honey... yes it is and it is just beginning. i cannot really disclose what happened due to professional reasons. in a month siguro.

i dropped a semi-atomic bomb that doesn't crack but sent eyebrows in a galaxial state in my workpit. uhuh.. it is not a daily task to drop something but when you do drop something make sure that it is worth dropping like a Nora Aunor acting without really flexing one whit of muscle. haha. suffice it to say-- i savored it like a sabaw ng bulalo. and i have never become so fulfilled. as if my tresses were just newly conditioned by pantene smooth and silky

tomorrow will be a birthday celebration of a dear college/blogger/dancer friend of mine.hmmm... smells like rant and college spirit once again.. and a lot of food and catching up and high hopes and restlessness and laitan mode in its mature level... syempre mga working people na ang mga bakla..

first time i walked while raining and i didn't get so grumpy...that is so weird...it really gets on my nerves that walking on the rain before... pero somehow i walked the other side of greenbelt with all my fluttering fiesta palda and green tsinelas with matching tampisaw ng tubig ulan sa legs ko. maybe it's a sign of maturity or a sigh of patience or probably a sign of tranquility... or maybe wala lang... di lang ako bad trip nun... pwede rin.

i went to gloria diaz's house 2 days ago and i saw a very big 16x20 size of her picture circa 70's as in nung pinakamagandang hayop sa balat ng lupa days pa niya. and she is fuckingly hot. appeal was in the house. it can give a stagnant hormone to rage once again. and she was strikingly morenang ilocana... naalala ko tuloy ang moodrahbel ko...

while me and paulie were waiting for a cab outside 6750 in ayala, we eavesdropped on a bar with a band and it played the ever popular 'Through the Fire" I think this song which was buried long ago and thus revived by Nina became the yardstick for a singers' voice pitch nowadays. Well, we heard a the version of Mae Bayot. As in  the Bayot sisters that include Lani Misalucha which i think is a better singer than regine. Sori mga baklang fans ni regine, opinyon ko yan ha.

Hers was soulful and deep. Poppish- Operatic version. Parang bigla na lang lalabas ang ensemble ng Himala sa likod niya at kakanta ng Elsaaaaaahhh. She didn't really belt out in the part "... for a chance to be with you/ i'd take it aaaalll the waaaay... " Yung parang sinundot ka sa keps mo at bigla kang napa-AAAALLLL the way. This was more polished, loungey with a touch of that trademark Bayot surname. I like it better than that of Nina. Alam mong kaya niya gawin yun but she'd rather not kasi she's not Nina.

Anyway, had a good good day. So much to offer and less to say. More to prove with what you have been armed for all your 23 years of breathing. I think we're on a new direction. Thank God. This must be redemption from the grave and it feels fucking good. Kulang na lang manood ako ng good movie and sakto na.