NINANG GENG
I will be a ninang (again, pero official na ito) on Sunday to my very cute pinsan. He looks like me when i was a baby. I figured i had to go shopping for some ninang gifts. I went to this baby section of SM and i said i am not used to this. I don't know what to buy! Everything is so cutesy and little and blue and pink. As if blue and pink lang ang synonymous colors to gender ha. Di ba pwede ang Green at Orange. Lagi na lang Blue at Pink! Pink at Blue! I am inclined to the color blue but i do not like pink. I think pink saps out the energy in women. The color is so helpless so much that im going to have bone cancer when i wear one. Peeenk. So, since the pinsan is male i bought white and blue stuff. Actually, i had to ask my Tita what the baby needs. Clothes daw. Ok. Ayan. I also bought some baby bath para bago isuot ang damit ok na. di ba. Then out of my reeking cutesy impulse, i bought this brown dagul shoes na hindi naman talaga sapatos kundi pranelang hugis tuta. Pero cute pa rin.
O ayan. May pang regalo na ako sa inaanak ko. But i forgot i had one unofficial inaanak na baby ni Kublai Khan. Hay... sa Pampanga kasi ang binyag at di ako naka-punta. Hatiin ko na lang yung regalo.
Ito nga pala yung pinsan ko. Cute niya noh?
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I would like to announce to myself that after almost 3 years of living dangerously without any savings, without any slight idea of what it is to be an official adult, I am now beggining to save money. For what? For what? I have problems saving money dear. I would like to curb that problem before things get outta hand. Plus i have very unforgiving moodrahbel who, i think, won't accept me in the house the minute i lose my current job and stay bumming in the house. What child rearing exercises would be more beneficial to me than to live my own life the moment i get my blank diploma in PICC. And this is the evidence. Mababa lang ang maintaining balance. 1K lang.
Oh, and that's 2 of my fingers in pussy red nail polish that somebody manicured which i paid from my hard-earned money.
