COMMERCIAL LANG!

So ito na nga. Lately madalas na akong mag-tennis. Umaayos na ang mga palo ko. Maganda na rin ang balik ko sa forehand. Hay sarap mag-tennis. Siyempre pawisan ever hanggang garter ng panty basa. Mukha ka na namang atleta pauwi. Short shorts at tennis raket with matching backpack. Ponytail lang porma. Sweat trickling a little on the forhead. Tapos uwi ka na. Sakay ka ng killer bus na humaharabas sa daan. Pahinga ng onti. Tapos naligo ako. Anong sabon? Eto na.

Ito yung bagong sabon sa Dove. Ang sarap ipanligo. Ever. Yung color green ha. Green Tea something ata. Parang may maliliit na menthol feeling. Hay sarap. Tapos after mo maligo, you prop yourself to your bed. Then stare at the ceiling muna. PIcture yourself in the happiest of days. College. Graduation. First pat on the back. Orgasm.  kahit ano.. then think of something that would contradict all of them. Find a conflict nung college. graduation. first pat on the back. orgasm. Then prepare to be emotional. Namnamin mo lang. encourage yourself to be emotional at the least. Then read a book or yung Time's Best of Asia special na ang na-feature lang sa bansa natin is yung Halo-Halo sa Manila Peninsula. For me, the last time i cried was because f this book.

Man, may sapi yung libro.  Humahagod sa lalamunan ko ang emosyon nitong pakshet na librong to. Haaaah! I have to go to the bathroom and cry it out pa. Hold myself again and try to read again. Nyeta. Talaga!  Bakit ba ganito? Bahket! 

Fin.