HUMDRUM

It's been a bit dramatic lately. Things just fell into place as if it was planned to be this way and at this time of day. I am now a single girl not looking for something but holding on for another kilig moment.  My pockets were drained because of unplanned drinking. Just to get some buzz in the head and some small talk. A little videoke here with songs that heighten emotions. Go home semi-drunk with smile on my face. Praying to God to bless all my friends and i wish they are not in the same situation as i am now.

What is my situation? Actually, I am singleton. Me and Frenchy broke up like a few months ago. I had faults and he had his. Probably it was just that way. My mom at my age already had 2 children. And me? Single. Drinking. Afraid. Hoping.Busy.

It's not really negative. Of course, the first few months of my singleton life sucked me in to a worm hole and felt so fuckin ugly. I grew fat. I drank a lot. I cut my hair really short. And i have an ugly wound to top it all. But then i had my beer. As if beer was the only good thing in this world.

Right now, it's been cute. My short hair grew fond of me. I have small crushes and they also have a crush on me. I am quite busy because of 2 writing jobs that i took. I think, hopefully, i'll be going outside the country for the first time. I started to act again for TV and probably film. I went out to watch plays and movies. Been writing creatively for my self. Read 2 books in a month. Played with our housecats.

 Anyway, let's keep things real and steady. Not yet ready for something that will rock the boat but they are always welcome.