LIFE HUES
This is more like it. I think. It is true that one shouldn’t complain about doing something. You know how we always complain that we are tired and want to stop doing things because we are actually doing something. Well, blessings from God come in really weird forms. And the biggest blessings don’t come packaged in bright papers and ribbons. Ah that great great contrast… only a genius could think of that dramatic treatment in life.
For me, this friggin computer makes me really nervous. I think I have failed my bank account again and I do not like pre-paid stuff except for cellphone loads. It gives me a burden that now I have a responsibility to things. Haay… but always look on the bright side of things. I am constantly discovering new things about myself and I get stingy sometimes.
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Kitsi said goodbye to her gall bladder a few weeks ago. The scent of hospitals is so fucking clean it makes me feel so imperfect. Like a malunngay leaf stuck in shiny white teeth. I never really liked hospitals though I love Grey’s Anatomy. There weren’t any gwapo interns in the Kidney Institute. (I have this secret thing to have an affair with a married doctor. Hehe) Well, I had my share of handsome interns 3 or 4 years ago when I had an operation too. It was the most embarrassing way to meet them. My doctor introduced me to them gwapo interns while my legs were spread out and them looking seriously into my holiest of wholes. Wala na talagang tatalo sa first meeting na yun. Sana kinain na lang ako ng puke ko.
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Just this morning we had a meeting with some tandercats of UP Diliman. And where are they? At the Balai ng Alumni siyempre. I got really gooey upon sight of BC, a well-respected theatre artist and quite known for his attitude. I had a friend in PETA who totally backed out of theatre in college because this person totally crashed her guts, brains, heart, soul and whatever target you can be attacked smack like the World trade center.
Good thing BC liked what I did and started asking questions only enthusiastic people asked. I thought he would just diss, spit and leave. While I was presenting it, I couldn’t talk straight English because of his presence. It turned out nice. He gets to nod and everybody proceeds like in the Godfather movie.
This is what we call ‘sakto lang’ moment
