COIN

There are two sides why he came back. One is either that he would continue his undying legacy or that he would just terminate it from me and jolt me into another realization of how plainly stupid he was all these years.

Bubuntong hininga na lang ako...

At least, that is what i could do right now for i don't hold all the answers to my questions. I may have summoned all the positive forces in this world for him to buckle up his ass but i guess... the ass is his and not mine. Not God's. Not Fate's.

I already laid out what no decent woman would dare say. I already shredded my skin and left it open for him. I'm just out there and i don't know if someone is out there for me too.It can be so lonely sometimes but i know some people have to go through this rut and that includes me.

I have confessed my innermost desire and my fear and my hopes to someone i barely knew 10 years ago. And let the games begin if there is a game or am i just the one playing?

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Where do broken hearts go? Do they come around walking along Morato? Do they just pop out with some friends drinking nothing inside a coffeshop? Or do they cook? Either way i just want to know where because i know i've been there but i couldn't remember the address and for that fact that i don't know it,  i am blessed. This is not the time for that. Not to me. Not this Time.

As Rose Morgan would put it best when the man he dreamed of came back: 

"I'm good enough for you but you're not good enough for me."