*** gengki the newbie ***

Tuesday, 16 January 2007

SCHEME OF THINGS

How do you catch people really? I want to know how. How do you know when someone is working on one big system of a scheme? That even a nudge and the brushing of shoulders are all under a plan to convince something of somebody? How do you calculate somebody who's so calculated? How do you catch people really? I wish i had Jean Grey's power and i could just see it through as easily and to spare myself of useless ruminations on WHO DID IT?

I say, beware of people who call attention to themselves with an unnecessary pitch . People who are consciously aware of stealing a moment from somebody's moment. People who brandish about any form of publicity he/she has made. People who don't listen and hates loudness except the ones coming from him/her.

As for me, i guess, i am a subject of physical, emotional and mental envy. Ah yes, let me prepare you for what i have to say: somebody is envious of me. Because i can wear cotton skirts and not let my vagina run loose. Because i can talk little and let my words stick with just about every fucking brains there is in sight. Because i can be trashy and untrash myself in front of everybody and emerge like a pink diamond. And all of the above is just effortless. Ah yes, brand me proud, but i have my piece and no one has it but moi.

I smell a slithering snake outside of the snake pit. Betrayal is a performance art.

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