HEAT

What could be worser than eating melted chocolate on a hot and humid day with no liquids in sight. I feel so deserted. I am not doing anything lately and i haven't been channeling myself to creative means. I finished in 2 -3 days a 2 months pay and i am waiting for something to happen.

I am helping a writer friend with his Palanca entry for April and i have yet to start my own but i am not pushed. My gosh, i bought a laptop for all my writing stuff but  i still resort to my  Peanuts notebook to write ideas and thoughts and one liners i spit and hear. The glory of handwriting and underlining a word on paper can be so mind gnashing.

And since i am not doing anything, i have been doing the groceries of my homosexual neighbors and i have taken delight in choosing chicken cuts for adobo, smelling mangoes, looking for that blasted anchovies and picking up Yan-Yan biscuits. Yesterday, i went window shopping in Greenhills with no intention to buy but still ended up buying Mini chocobons and 2 sandos that made me feel like suman. I am amazed that shorts in office type of fabrics are in nowadays and i am liking it. While i was checking out stuff, i kept on singing Gwen Stefani's Sweet Escape. I heard this song on July's car last month and still it sticks on to me.

About R, well, i remember blogging about having a normal Filipino boyfriend and there he goes plopping into my life. Yes, he is the most normal one. After going international and artsy fartsy with all my past ones, i guess its about time i have one of them in my life ----a Filipino lover. A plus because I don't have to talk english and some french all day. I need someone to keep me sane because i know i am sweetly complicated at times. Again, i have a newfound affinity to the beauty of kissing and hugging. I think i have a favorite spot on a human's body.

If i could escape and recreate a place in my world... lalala