HAIRLALOO

I do not like my hair right now. I don't even know what color it is. I don't like the cut of my hair. I hate my face when i look in the mirror and i see my hair in hues people invent to make hair coloring appealing to people. I hate the fact of knowing that the color will come off naturally when the hair grows. But i do not hate my hair, i just don't like it right now. When i wake up each morning, I am used to having my crowning glory very glorious. That's how beautiful my hair is. Straight. Black. Sleek. Snob.

Now, when i wake up each morning, I look like Tina Turner in MadMax riding a monster tank. It looks like i'm growing split ends too. My parents haven't seen me yet and i think they have a lot to say. When i had bangs, my brother laughed at me while Moodrahbel asked if i was going for the Cleopatra look. But you see, I still have the bangs and the color and the cut. Parang gusto kong kumanta ng " I wanna dance with Somebody".

And did you know that my hair makeover costs 5,200 pesos? I could have had a low cost living room showcase with that money. Of course, not one single peso came from my pocket. Thank you Mother Lily. From behind i also look like Juday. I met her some weeks ago and i am ashamed to note that her waistline is trimmer than mine. Oh gosh.

R said that i should also change my usual fair of Pantene haircare. I have been using the green Pantene shampoo and conditioner  ever since i had my period and i feel a bit shaken to change shampoos just to benefit my colored hair. I remember one incident when an ex bought the purple Pantene shampoo instead of the green one while i was confined in the hospital. My BP shot up due to that detail as i got so irritated when i saw a purple Pantene and not the green one which i particularly asked to buy. Since when did purple become green?! I was such a sick bitch that day. No wonder we broke up after i got out of the hospital.

So in a few months and weeks i have to sport this hairdo. Its my first time anyway. Its also my first time to look like a mestiza. What the heck.