CHISMACKS

I just got from work today and it was stagnant. As usual i had brought my reading materials, mahirap na magkaroon ng Alzheimer's disease kaya lahat ng pwedeng basahin from To Kill A Mockingbird ni Harper Lee to Inquirer to Newsweek to TikTik and Bosero. Binasa ko lahat yan.

Speaking of Alzheimer's disease, i found out from a co worker that she knew who was the choo-choo among the group. The one who made a something out of a statement i whispered to my head. I don't know how he/she read my mind but then people just can't get over it up to now. Hanggang saan ka ba magpapa-apekto sa mga bagay bagay sa paligid mo? Hanggang saan ba ang unconscious memory ng tao para makalimot sa mga bagay that doesn't involve them? This is where the speaking of Alzheimer's disease comes in.

I am so calm amidst storm. Natutunan ko na yan from years of being with people who cook up storm every single day of their lives. Sabi ng co-worker ko, she doesn't want to divulge though she knows na already. Bakit? Kasi mahu-hurt daw ako. Close ba kami? Kakilala ko daw. Ako, hindi naman ako nagagalit sa tao ng basta basta unless na lang kung pinatay mo buong pamilya ko at ni-rape ang mga pinsan ko debah? If you have spread rumors about me, i'll just lose interest in your being. Yes we'll work together and treat you just as nicely but i don't know if i have enough space of respect for you.  Revenge is so unglamorous sometimes. I'll probably talk it over with him/her nicely or pwedeng hindi na rin dahil sayang ang energy for that. The world has ways that will release vengeance from its unglamorous side. And i thank you world.

But i want to know WHODUNIT. Just for my peace of mind. Just so i can observe him/her and how he/she goes about his/her ways with me.  Just for myself.

Tapos pag nalaman ko na kung sino siya... ilalabas ko na ang itim na kandila. Bwahahaha...