Dear Diary, (dear diary talaga?)

Umalis na ng Pilipinas ang nakatatanda kong kapatid. Wala lang. Tuwing pasko lang kami nagkikita nun so once a year lang and then all of a sudden nang nalaman ko thru YM sa aking other brother na pupunta siya sa ibang bansa to work medyo nanikip ang dibdib ko at humapdi ang mata ko.

Probably hindi ako sanay na may umaalis sa amin although lahat kami ay mahilig maglayas. Hindi naman kami of the diasporic kind  at hindi rin naman kami close knit family pero nagkaroon ng emotional pangs nang malaman naming aalis si D.

Si D pa naman ang masasabi kong defamed sibling. Not really evil or  black sheep pero siguro he was the eldest and they expected more from him yet he didn't deliver back then. I guess its his time now and it gets me emotional everytime i think of it. Poodrahbel said D was envious of me because i was asensado na daw and the proof of that was the palm pilot i had 3 or 4 christmases ago. Eh hello? Di ko naman binili yun kasi i won it from a raffle. So techie stuff tells you that you've been made?

D is an architect by the way. He draws really well and is the most gwapo of all my siblings. All the good genes of moodrah and poodrah were bestowed on him---- aquiline nose, fair womanly skin, long lashes, enough height, lean body. Pwede siyang maging bakla pero hindi. He brings home several girlfriends but has stuck with one just recently. Poodrahbel thinks i'm not in good terms with him but we're fine really.

I guess he's out to prove himself and if proving oneself can take you out of one's comfort zones then so be it. Heck, we only have one life to live.

This is me and 2 of my siblings. Ginagawa pa lang yung bunso niyan. Guess which is D.