*** gengki the newbie ***

Thursday, 03 April 2008

CHANGE OF STATUS

Nothing much has changed between us. I'm getting used to wearing THE RING  even if i wash dishes. We skipped another place just a door away and i feel that this is the start of something new ala Highschool Musical. I still feel the need to cut down on my food and etcetera expenses whenever i go to the mall. There are a lot of trivial things to buy now. I just can't help it but of course I CAN help it but its just too sore to pass-- that nice bath rug and the extra vegetable for a more savory meal.

My tummy is getting bigger too and i get cramps most of the time. I never had the need to crave sour food and impossible fruits but i did remember that i was fixated on a bunch of flowers that i bought in Dangwa. What's beautiful is that i arranged it myself and the color livens my mood.

Ah yes, indeed, i think i am at my most beautiful and my most fattest though i still have my lovewarts but i feel that people are noticing my aura and they can't help but look at me. Haha! I don't like looking pregnant but i would gladly push my belly for everyone to see. There's this certain pregnant look on some women-- a look they don't seem to enjoy coupled with a snotty air and the need to act helpless. I don't know but i don't want to look like that. I just want to look like i was just knocked up.

I just need to adjust on the names though.

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