PREGNANT AND WORKING

I feel that I am getting heavier though based on the scale i haven't gained anything in the last 3 months. I'm still 125lbs but i just feel heavier and bloated especially after meals. This pregnancy just gives me the perfect excuse to act lazy, obnoxious and stupid but of the three adjectives i have subscribed to laziness because i feel heavy until i am jolted of the many things WE have to pay as adults.

I am juggling 2 jobs now both which are from TV production. But these 2 jobs are, although both in TV, are of different fields. One requires me to be on top of everything organizational with very minimal budget and one requires to really think and rely  on my 'jologitang' imagination with creative pressure involved. I'm just glad that i don't do office hours and i work whenever i want to work of course with given deadlines but my gad! the pressure is just shoved up my ass or am i just imagining this pressure? At least people are lenient with me beacuse of my state but i'm not keen on exemptions. And we don't have that maternity leave thing with this kind of work... nah.    

*** These are pics of me and Dennis Trillo in different set-ups and years. He is the only artista that i had most photographs with. Hay naku!

This is the year when i was just starting out in my new home  network and his star quality was exploding all over.  We both look young pa talaga dati.

Ako yan talaga with the panda look. I just took of some of the multo make up but my face still looks scary in an eyebags sort of way. This was taken last year on a shooting. I was this mumu and he was, of course, one of the stars. This i can say we are co workers on a film. Naks. Pero parang ayaw niya tumabi sa akin.

And this one was just last month. Hindi siya ang ama ng pinagbubuntis ko. This was shot in a presscon for a non primetime drama of which he is a star and i'm part of the creative team. Ano na ba ang tawag sa amin pag ganun? Colleagues? Industry friend? or co-worker pa rin? Kung ano man basta mas gwapo siya rito.