Hmmm...

I'm waiting for my period to come actually. I'm not really the type who keeps a calendar but for a while my body misses it. I'm a regular bleeder and I am actually missing it now. Funny, this is the same feeling i felt before i got pregnant. So am i pregnant? I don't know yet but its a blessing but i think it would be too soon since Musa is just 9months old. It's too early for a second child. And its hard to have a baby during recession. 

I haven't had any major exercise since i gave birth since my OB ordered me, for a year, not to get into my usual physical activity which includes running, tennis and skimboarding!! I still have stretchmarks and i guess no tummy butter would do it since mother nature has bestowed me with stretchmark friendly genes. It's fine. Good thing for one piece swimsuits though my puson is getting a bit on the bulky side because of no physical activity. It really is no walk in the part getting back into shape.

And my skin... argh. It's not that smooth but its not crater like.  Slightly oily with small zits. Skin of the hoi polloi kind. Hahaha. Stop.  Let's not talk about it. I really am insecure about it. My hubby's skin is way better than mine and he has no beauty routine. What the heck!

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I'm currently swamped with writing deadlines with some acting in between and another brainstorming with a  primetime soap in the making. I'm happy with the new  soap since our head has always trusted me to write a week or two even though i'm not really that established or ma-chika. In our line of work, chika is also power. I'm still learning the ropes of making chika especially to people who matter pero it's not really me. I'm glad our head doesn't fully adhere to chika powers to get a break although it may work for others. It's just about good writing and getting noticed that you can write and giving you chance to break in. That's it. Someone higher than you should provide you with chances kasi lahat ng tao ay naghihintay mabigyan ng pagkakataon ipakita ang kaya nilang gawin. People way up there were also given chances kaya sila andun. Kahit gaano pa sila kagaling they still owe it to people who gave them a chance, people who believed in them enough to give them a break.

Thank you Lord for keeping me busy!

Anyway, here's something to perk things up.